I sunk, down farther and deeper than any other
How could I of done that? He was like a brother..
A complete chaos of a man, temper was elapsed
He was a demolished being, from the soul he collapsed
Fucking tortured his very essence, a man weeping
When seen accurately, is not something pleasing
And than there was one, who did what others would not…
Who could’ve destroyed something as burly as gods very rock..


All because of several words exchanged, simple joke’s…
How was I to know, that words could be equal to low blows…
But I did and I believed the words with no conscious what so ever
I tore at him, ripped him apart from the inside out, something I never
Thought I ever could do to him, a best friend, he was family
It didn’t matter though, I lashed at him, destroyed mentally
No chance to reverse my words that had killed a man’s spirit
A man with no soul, is not a man, but a body without a purpose


He is now a broken being, a man who is leaving
There is no one he is meeting, as he was believing
In something that never existed, I laughed in his presence
Should of listened, but I wonder………if he’s missed
A son lost, a daughter forgotten, a whole family dispersed
How much did it cost, something was wrong, a family and 3 hearses?
Even by death they couldn’t unite, to be just be one
For that is what they tried to fight, now they are done
All because of what I started what I said….
Am I that fucked up….because it hasn’t happened…..
These are just thoughts inside my head….


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Believe me, you dont' want to know what sparked this in my head......


http://community.rapverse.com/showt...d=1#post2016677
http://community.rapverse.com/showt...t=180675&page=2