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I have a lot to learn...
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(OMB)-Diary
IP:
March 13th, 11:40pm.
Fuck... Cant sleep... Back is fucked ima attempt to stretch it
... That just hurt to the shithouse cos of my chest infection
Dammit what am I sick for... This never happens, plus I got work soon
Maybe somethin I ate.. I dunno... But prolly, cos my stomach hurts too
Ive had a fever since lunch... Reminds me of when I got measels or mumps
n' Im still thinkin about my girl even though I aint seen her for months
Split, internationally, unwillingly... I miss her, she was my one and only
She really loved and knowed me...Gettin lotsa pussy, but I still feel lonely..
Was it the right decision to move... Sometimes I question my motives
Was it really for work and rap.. Or was it to escape from the epicenter of hopeless
Back in Diego, My family was always holdin me down..
Moms constantly told me to frown.. Pops never at home or around
I didnt need that, and at times it seemed like they tortured my presence
Thats why i need rap...... My single most loved form of expression
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