I'm gonna finally tell u my life and let it be told
so behold as u watch it mold and have it unfold
things like how my ma goes out wit a 60 yr old
even caught 'em in bed as they rolled and scold
after they moaned, was tryin ta leave it ignored
feelins poured, gasping for air as if i was floored
i almost fell down knowin how it was sick as hell
knowin ma saw nuthin wrong left my ass hangin
left with a feelin of frustration, had no relation
left a weird sensation and ruined concentration
too much complication along wit my dad hatin'
beating my ass way past the state of a spankin
rappin on sites with no rankin and fakes fakin'
there's so much i only can take in b4 i'm breakin
so please god i need ya ta tell me u can help me
cuz i don't wanna go ta hell B. got hit wit a shell c

how did this happen
how'd i get trapped in
all the crap thats crappin
the slappin and clappin
now all i got left is rappin

my ma always callin me names addin fuel ta flames
givin me a hundred blames, e-z ta c like a pic frame
everything always stays the same wit all the shame
raps ran like a train threw my brain and stuck like stains
hangin in my head like cranes flyin threw like airplanes
don't know how much this brain of mine just contains
a brain spree while these feelins of mine feel so angry
fuck around and had friends turn traitors even neighbors
so i try ta rap with rapverse as my trainers and my raters
so they can give me some no brainers, helpin wit wut matters
leavin shit that flatters, cuz in this house shit shatters
having my stress level goin up like ladders
living a life of suspense with shit that doesnt make sense
i'm serious now there is no more fun or laughin
cuz u know that once i'm pullin triggas and mackin
that the only shit i got left is just rappin

how did this happen
how'd i get trapped in
all the crap thats crappin
the slappin and clappin
now all i got left is rappin