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I have a lot to learn...
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IP:
i'm lost in a city, i don't know where to begin
an echo of darkness everywhere tethered with sin
'n i can't move, shit not even steppin an inch
'n everythin sinks quicker every second i think
about the lost childhood i wasn't livin before
i'm scared, i'm begginin to fall slippin towards
the shards of a life shattered as if life mattered
i'm drawn like magnets down a time passage
a light flashes white so bright my eye's battered
it's like my minds static tried to fight back 'n
i lie 'n die saggin, with the wieght a my thoughts
cradled 'n wrought with the pain 'n distraught
stainin the floors with the blood of my soul
crimson rainbows, nothin that a love can resolve
i'm stuck in a hole, drownin in the sorrow of sin
don't know when today ends and tomorrow begins...
I just don't fit in, anywhere….. I can't be confined
I wander through the wallowing wonders of my indifference of mind
My soul's a small chemical reaction lost in my brain
My movement's restricted from the frost of my veins
Sometimes it feels that I'm dead even though I survive
Like a need to wrenched with a knife to know I'm alive
Ambition obliterates small steps to my dreams
Cognition incenerates my pleas to be free
My heart continues to beat but I'm fractured and scattered
A confluence of force housed in a rendition of matter
I cry tears that don't drop, move in a vague definition
Blank thoughts keep on slipping while the cursor is blinking... |