the future in my life seems like a blur and struggle
nothing seems to get better just gets more in trouble
suffered from pains misory ive had to deal with the lies
the denies constantly askin myself why and try not to cry
im to weak to get up because im always so tired
then I go to work and find out my boss wants me fired
waking up every morning not knowing if im dead or alive
gettin myself so high on life i don't know how I survive
but i try to get by but my soul seems to have lost control
and I just can't hold no more there seems to be big hole
thats not giving me a reason really to live here anymore
im lost and can never be found don't know whats in store
analizing about things that are just about to happen
theres no place for me to hide everything is trapping
rapping is my therapy why are all my friends my enemys
I feel so hopeless you've drained all away my energy
everybody wants to turn on you trying to burn you
tired of being ignored a worthless guy with an atitude
you make me feel anxious that im invisable to see
you lower my self esteem and always have to dissagree
thinkin that im differen't to everyone else around here
my senses bring me fear scared away from my pears
im now in tears and I can't find a single little reason
I guess you really destroyed me from all the teasin
I tried to stop believin but it all got way to much
ive never felt so hurt things have been way to rough
but i still manage to pull myself away from this stuff
and finally came to a conclusion enough is enough
but still I feel like that everyone has taken advantage
and don't really care about what they've caused n damaged