my heads just above the water and i'm looking for a breath
i never should have loved her who knew this would be as far as i would get
and even better yet the things that haunt me the most
were the things i never could organize and compose
i wish i could allow myself the soft minded confidence to let go
mouth even the words that stay here.in the back of my new thoughts
i've done all i can. believe me i have. it was never me
so as long as i hold this face and stand...
i'll give this a chance to be free.
tenderly I'll hold on to the days
and when you walk away , i'll remain humble and just
you and your high handed ways will follow you
believe me please its not easy to get used to
but i'll keep my composure and relax
because for once it will simply end up being the best night
now all i can do is hope and pray that i'm right