Help me!..Sumbody Please!
HELP ME!
I'm drowning in a pool of destruction.
One of my own design,
with my hands giving aid to its construction.
...Corruption,
got in touch with me when morality wasn't.
Buzzing are the sounds of lead piercing skin in my ears,
and iron clad cheeks echoeing tears.
...Through the years lost fears
lost peers
drank beer
engulfed my mind with smoke...Thought it'd keep my mind clear.
Dear Lord, Forgive me, for i have sinned
and forgive me for tomorrow, I'm guaranteed to do it again.
Help Me!
I've depleted my energy to swim.
the tide's above my chin.
again,
I've begun to sink.
Never did I think I would fall into the pool while tipping for a drink.
...Pushing the brink
I fell for this destruction.
but was 1st lured in by its seduction
techniques so unique
I was too weak to retreat
so I weap
as I reap what I've sown
which is my own defeat
to my suprise my demise came in no disguise
its just my eyes wanted to see what they wanted to see
and my mind deprived my 3rd eye of its right to be...
..in existance.
with persistance
valuable lessons I consistantly missed it.
too stuburn to listen
now I'm wishin I would've payed attention in swim class.
Fuck shit's creek
I'm Omar Epps but way deeper
Yeah I'mma get out,
just like I'mma jump higher than Mike by wearin these sneakers.
Somebody SAVE ME!
Somebody lend me a helping hand.
Someone who understands
I don't expect one from my best man
although we have different faces and names,
our situation is 1 and the same.
Players of the same game,
and as the rule states:
"If u get fucked you're outta luck.
As long as its not on my buck you're straight."
So how can another man help me if he can't help himself?
How can he help me regain my health?
I'm in this by myself.
but that's by choice
Those who could've helped me i pushed away with alienation
suicidal fascination
0.60 for blunts at the gas station
plus a dime bag of fiya
equals up to one thing
...Attempted Self Assassination

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