Lost

As I walk through the barren land, which I once used to call my town
You’ll never catch me smiling anymore, all you’ll see is a frown
No hope, no point of life, it appears as if everything I once had is now lost
Everything is now crisscrossed, and it’s all at my cost
Looking at the establishment that I used to call my home
But how can you feel the love when your standing all alone
I sit down, and think, I’m constantly reminiscing of my past years
And it appears instead of seeing cheers I’m shedding tears
Scratch from start and it seems that’s the way things are going to remain
So I go to sleep with a bible and pray to God for a change
I’m on a never-ending search for the so-called bright side
It’s impossible to obtain so my emotions continually subside
Somebody please respond to my vivid cry for help and save me
I’ve taken the poverty and the debris to a tolerable degree
Close my eyes because it’s too painful a sight to view
In the blink of an eye, it appears as if my whole life has gone askew
Nothing left to live for, life full emptiness, pain, sorrow, and misery
I’m living my life like it’s always a no luck guarantee
Loss of all personal positions, but more than that I no longer have any pride
Because my loneliness is a result of what happens when anger and drugs collide