Going Home

Lost in the bustle of the everyday hustle
forgetting my roots shrouds fall over every muscle
every fiber of my being lost in translation
like my souls retaliation of my lifes celebration
forget the situation my mind is forever lost
im at the proverbial crossroads like robert frost
ive paid the ultimate cost and its takin its toal
it seems that ive lost my soul as a whole
and its rediculous to even stop and think
that at this young age ive been to lifes brink
so close to the end and so far from the start
every time i look back its like a long arrow to the heart
to think how your gone and your face i will never see
so many things our life was supposed to be
they say you can come home again but not tonight
not in the light of this our lives ultimate fight
it fills me with fright the thoughts i now receive
now i am struck dumb as my heart begins to greave
as i step into this house it fills me with pain
the memorys still vivid in my head yet to be slain
and outside the rain poors on this sunny day
because the angels weep over a life takin away
so young and bright and full of love
no you fly with them upon the wings of the dove
and im left here to wallow in the pain of this place
around every corner all i see is your beautiful face
and im strickin with grace when each memory flutters
im thankful for them but my heart still spits and sputters
here i sit and say goodbye to my one and true
stuck in this home full of rememberance of you