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leave you rest'n pz's
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::::::Times Past::::::
IP:
Times past
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From the days of the house with little money n bare cupboards…..
Shallow thought as a youngin,.. mouthy and ya I was stubborn….
Was it due to my child hood ….raised by a poor single mother…
I wonder, but excuses are there if you look.. but not my father ..
Why bother…! Cuz these answers must be in my subconscious..
Should I conversate with myself… nah I much to damn cautious
What stops us.? Really, cause I rarely speak without thinking clearly
People always say “did you hear me”…. I say yes but just barely
Its certainly scary, cuz one day we supposed to be fathers n marry
My future dimmins quick. So someone please say you hear me..
Sure, most want to be wealthy; some care more about being healthy
But ever think of those poor souls, which whisper please shelter, me
Go ahead, take things for granted, n when there lost.. ”panic”
So used to the life you lead… you’re western civilizations fanatic
Consume more then your means, …cause even the blind can see
Were not worthy of time, … let alone our lessons from memories
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I knew of a person once, saw him as a younger version my son
What began as a vision, became a choice between me and his mom
High stakes Let my past repeat itself or change his future heartache
For gods sake, I look at every angle and its still a hard choice to make
Thoughts progressed in an instant, I could be his dad, he’s still an infant
But if it….. Works-out that he despises me, Could I sit there in-stance
A mans young choice…. His own to make, change the life of another
Or hope that his is like mine n raises him like I was by my own mother
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All ive stated is true, sit with these words & still don’t know what to do
But my offer has expired, with grief and god I can’t even blame you
Im to blame, cause it was my gift that bought those tickets just the same
But only if I would’ve known,……. because that plain
………………………………………..nev er made its way back home
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RIP
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STORY MORAL:
debate on a choice to long
and the choice may not be
there when you come to your decision
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i'll play on ya consience, ya contents is complete nonsense
speak of biting, then you fucks flip everyone of my damn concepts
what the fuck, was you high..?
did you think i wouldn't recognize lines that i made
then you come up some bullshit tryna prove that im gay...!
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fake fucks..move on...!
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