Woke up in a cold sweat, my mind full of regret
Head pounding, questioning why I feel so upset
My feet tied, I struggle but I can’t get them loose
So bruised, wondering if I been a victim of abuse

Explore my surroundings, situation dumbfounding
The loud music next door now so sweet sounding
Where am I? Open my mouth but I can’t scream
Eyes heavy, realize he’s taken this to the extreme

Opportunities came I missed them, what a shame
Coz from then on, me as his property he’d proclaim
And I blame myself, coz everything was my fault
My lips sealed shut I forgot about the first assault

Voices interrupt my thoughts, my body turns tense
I close my eyes, might think I’m dead, my defense
Grip so intense, then gently puts me to the ground
My tomb already laid, insures, I’ll never be found

A day past no more, I knew that from the sunlight
A pilot of my own plane, now the end of this flight
Feel so weak, my hands raised like I’m being lifted
My worries all gone, into everlasting sleep I drifted

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