I’m sick of being that kid crying cuz his friends gone
And he now has no one else at all to depend on
I’m like no other kid cuz I’m always in my bed
Wishing I was never alive so I wouldn’t know dead
I’ve tried so many ways to try and reshape my fate
But voices tell me that I can’t fight something that’s fake
I had to drink from the toilet in order to get a drink
Cuz I was never allowed to put a cup under the sink
Everyday my dad would come home intoxicated with burban
Drunk or not my dad would constantly tell me I’m a burden
I never trusted anyone cuz nothing promised was ever certain
Don’t want to eat my food cuz I’m worried about what’s in it
And right before my mom laid it on the table I was finished
Don’t expect me to ever turn cuz the world will never change
That is the only reason why the world is what I blame
Chorus
Dear dad I want you to die and most of all burn in hell
I want to make it where only god wishes you were well
Die a death full of gore; I don’t wanna deal with you anymore
Your skeleton is the thing I want behind closed doors
I knew as a child I didn’t have the power to fire off a gun
But what I didn’t know is that I had the power in me to run
They were fueling the fury inside me, the anger was yelling silently
Life is hard like my dads fists and it hurt cuz I tightened my heart tightly
I don’t have any options at all nor will I ever have a prospect
I found love and I wanted it but never got it so I know I haven’t lost it
If god is in the heavens than I look up and all I see is a long way
I’m never having fun and to me a minute is like a long day
My father actually thought I wanted broken bones as a gift
If I had a choice to love my dad or die I’d rather never exist
Dad you dug your own grave I won’t ask to bury you. I’ll insist
Chorus
Dear dad I want you to die and most of all burn in hell
I want to make it where only god wishes you were well
Die a death full of gore; I don’t wanna deal with you anymore
Your skeleton is the thing I want behind closed doors