Thread: FLOOZE vs diman
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Old 05-16-05, 06:39 PM   #5
Monkey Dust
 
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From: Canada.
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Fading away.

Left school, still not knowing what path to follow.
While passing through education was a waste, my skull left hollow.
Fucking around, skipping classes, trying to boost a reputation.
But grades and later life was more important, i didn't harness dedication.
5 years passed, still idle. A stain in old friends memorys and minds.
I was a low-life, they had cars, nice apartments, our two lifestyles collide.
Clashing with opposite actions, resorting to theft just to restrain the debt.
Involved with the big dealers, running errands, one mistake and for dead; i was left.
So i couldn't fuck-up. I had to make sure this whole situation went right.
Known to the feds, so i had to act under the blanket of the night.
I'd been entrusted with all these class a's. Cast my life on this moment...
But, cops raid us in the final transaction.*stunned, arrested & in prison*
Mission failed, location was leaked, replaying over & over, i captured the scene and froze-it.
They'll think it was my fault, i told no-one of this operation.
But i got no allies in this game, i'm sunk with no salvation.
They'll come for me, they'll want my death known.
For i was a errand boy, a pawn. & i neglected the man on the throne.
They'll know where i reside, so i'll plead guilty. & stay in the belly of the beast.
Because i know i won't be safe within, but from outside world i will at least.
I can't be chained to a environment forever, but i'll try not to see freedom, & light of day.
But for once i know what path to take, and that is....To finally fade....away.