"Summer Rains and a sons pain"
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"Act 1 -a childs frustration"
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Schools out, suns shinning, grass greener than ever
dew glistens on the lawn as I pick up my glove and clean the leather
I tie the laces on my shoes, and pull up my socks
dump the sand and flick off rocks, push my feet in, twist and turn knots
a quick game with my pops, we'll through a few balls
but wait!...i felt somethin? 1 drop, 2 drop, the rain starts to fall
mother screams in the background, "git inside before u catch a cold"
bored, looking hard through a window, rusty, scraped and old
face so defient and bold, angry at the cloud fluttered sky
felt my mothers eyes, as my tears swelled with a cluttered cry
weather is so difficult, cause rains such a bother
now I missed bonding time, just wanted one game with my father
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"Act 2 - summer rain does what I feal"
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the window is my friend and its aways there when I call
summer rains, like my life, they shine when they fall
since the first time I saw, it represented my father
lightning cuts clouds like a knife to my body, a spiritual slaughter
as rain gets harder, one drop for every tear that I've cried in my life
I've died to this site, where dreams meet nightmares and shadows meet light
were good and evil co-exist, in my screwed up thoughts
because the damaged father figure I got, and the things that he taught
and every fight that we fought, seemed like the sun and the clouds
when they stuggle for the the sky's attention, and this is us NOW!
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"Act 3 - A silver Lining"
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grown man I've become, and my father met his maker
died from a heart attack, I hated him, my mother I couldnt face her
but my hatred didnt faze her, she always told me to love
and recognized my anger, cuz even our last touch was a shuv
when I wished for a hug, but he just called me a coward
and reality always sets in, when the heated season brings showers
it symbolizes our falty relationship and where our problems arose
from me being irresponsible, and all the paths that I chose
and its the fact that I know, that my hate was really a silver lining
cuz I just realized, I always expressed my love through the fighting
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"Close Curtain - Rainbow apears"