Prision Suicide

trapped in a deranged realm, no one can ever describe
where pain overwhelms, lifes hard-pressed to survive
possessed with lies, depressed i cry tears of doubt
suppressed by my eyes, empty echoes, no one hears you shout
all life is about to collapse, happiness turns to pain
perhaps never feelin its warmth again, memories burn your brain
crazy or sane? my consciousness is encaged by steel
a manufactured illusion, yet my body is made to feel
and its all too real, suffering slowly erodes my sanity
fall to a kneel, comforting words explode to profanity
how can it be, i kept it innocent, avoiding all crime
betrayed by my thoughts, my content destroyed in time
devoid of any signs, hope created just to taunt my existence
swallowed by dark, followed my heart, never thought to resist it
troubled from the start, but could never ask for assistance
so the feelings of hate and confinement contiually persisted
until i believed it was true, my soul caught and contained
never thought or complained, but it cant be bought or regained
someone ought to explain what to do, life isn't a game
i lost myself, mind caved through...ended it with a shot to the brain

i was detained in a world that was created from dreams
where pain would curl around any reflecton that gleamed
every breath taken it seemed always deflated with screams
and the only form of help offered, was just outdated regimes
its far more extreme, madness had infected my cognition
never to be free again, my sanity had selected ignition
death infested my vision, if only you saw it through my eyes
my mind was a prision...... and the only escape was suicide