About the suicide thing, I've had worse than that. Insted of havin a friend wanting to commit it, I was the one. I came close to it, I was in the hospital for 3 weeks cause of it. And I regret trying to do it. I never said that ya life wasn't worse than mine I just said to stay out of my business this is how I handle shit. ok I'm done with this shit right here. God all I said was stay out of my business I didn't want to start nuttin.