Morning time comes and I’m not ready to see you
Never ready because your eyes tell me I’m a see through
Even if hurting my heart your way of saying thanks
I could still see my love for you in and at higher lengths
I actually am feeling alone when with the person I adore
I’m always thinking what I am doing and what I am here for
You see me as being a pest and saying I will never stop
But is it wrong to express the hurting feelings I got?
Depression is not a friend; it is a murderer in a way
I know because I constantly try to kill myself everyday
I always thought it was important to spend time with me
I loved you so much but now you don't even want to see me
You said I always upset you when I wasn't there
But since when did I not love you and do nothing but care
I've failed to hold myself up from always falling down
It wasn’t coincidence that it was you that I found
I’ve waited and it seem like years but you never changed
I’m wondering if the things you say about love is a game
You may say it is not a game but I’ve never saw you true
I looked at our situation, nothing changed when it came to you
You ask me to wait and I ask for what. God only knew
The fears I had started to slowly fade away and I believed you
But when I noticed no change from you I was the stupid one
I was so pathetic and it’s like only I cared at what you done
Loving you was like a battle and I lost the day we met
Trying to regain my dignity but filled with too much of the regrets
We both could have together as two made into one
But I admit while hurting this is was the battle you won