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Julius Caesar
Shawty B

Autumn seasons lurks around me, with my heart attached
There’s a hole puncture through my heart, that can’t be patched
Images with words, flies in my head, and it’s making me angry
I can’t believe you did this to me…to only pleasure your lusty
Why!? Whatever happen to us?…you forgot the word “loyal”
Friends saying you cheat, now I’m trapped in a twisted turmoil
Every-step I take, and every inch of wind I breathe, It increases
The anger, and the desperation of wanting the truth, is in me
I see your face in the depths of my pupil, it’s an cold stare
But I’m being stopped by a friend, and my anger is being
…………………………..Backed up like an receding hare

I froze up in absolute terror as you stormed right towards me
Some things going on, judging by your stride it's plain to see
Contemplating running, I don't know what your mad at so I wait
As you get close I see in your eyes focused on me, I fear my fate
You get stopped by a friend, as someone taps on my shoulder
I turn as they ask if I cheated on you and I'm suddenly colder
My thoughts race, I know your temper, now whether to run & hind
Or face up to you and tell you it's just a rumor & that I wouldn't lie
So I stand and watch as you talk to your friend, the fear is creeping
You snap your head towards me, I see in your eyes, tears are seeping
I don't know whether your mad or sad, maybe you can understand
Someone got mad that you father my kid and they wanted my man
Just then you stop, and hate finds your eyes, and I'm lost in the traps
I run and hide in safety from your rage that's as loud as thunder claps
In the safety of my best friends arms, I begin to write to you, a letter
In every hope and intention of making every wrong between us better

When I saw your legs going the opposite way, I knew it.
My heart scream with anger without the mouth attach with it
In my mind, without a doubt that you truly broke the love chain
You cheated on me, and left me with the poisonous of revenge
I walked the other way, with my head held down, like I'm being hurt
No, it's the antonym, the deeper I go, the deeper, the payback thirst
The Tender of the leather seat of my car, does not calms my feelings
Neither the leaked of my tears, they leaked to let out the good in me
I ignite the ignition of my car, and I drove without even stopping
The antagonism is like an drug and also like my car…I'm speeding
*bump* I stop without an stop sign in my sight
…My face went pale, as I saw the familiar body bleeding
With quiver lips, my heart is bouncing in fear without an trampoline
Got on my knees, saw this bloody paper…a letter…and it reads…

I finally finish writing and begin to walk out to your car, and I can see you
Hopefully you'll understand, why would I ruin what we've been through
How could I be unfaithful when you took care of me since I was sixteen
To lie to you and not love you with every bit of my heart is just obscene
Just as I'm thinking this, my life flashes before me, lights flood my eyes
Its your car I see and you hit me, apparently we can't find a compromise
In an ambulance, I realizing that my death is creeping, and I'm so scared
In my last breath I ask the paramedic to give you that letter & say I cared
The letter that you later read explains everything that happened in school
"Baby, I don't know what has gotten into people but ignore all of the fools
No one matters to me more than my love, and our child that is soon to be
You had held me so tight in each embrace and I felt safe, why would I flee
Nothing can take me from you, temptation can no longer phase my life
I wake up every day dreaming, I lay here grieving that I cant be your wife"
It ran through my mind that I was going to die in a state of mind so spacious
The last line of the note and my cause of death, "people are too loquacious"

My heart rate monitor falls to the sound of an off key fife
I've left you alone again without a child without a wife
My fate had fallen that day, and I was left, without a life

I finish reading, the ink from the pen, is wet from my tears
I look up, I see bars, I see hell, I see myself being here
……………………………….............. ......for many years

Post this shit 5 minutes ago on rb.......Topical callaboration League (2 vs 2), word i think we make a great ass pair.....

Too bad our opponents no showed

~*Muah Love Shawty B aka HoneyBunn*~