So instead of typing this all out, i'll just show you the AIM convo about it. Yes, I know it's long, no need to tel me.
Word Sizzle: @me and women
TitograndCCP: lol nub turn you down?
TitograndCCP: tell me your problems.
Word Sizzle: Nah.
TitograndCCP: and I will intellectualize. And shit.
Word Sizzle: This girl i had known, but not really talkedddd to.
Word Sizzle: I had a trip to a theme park today and the bus was basically full so i asked to sit next to her blah blah
Word Sizzle: we were just like, doing that corny ass coversation shit, but then started opening up to eachother a lot
Word Sizzle: well, shall i make a long story short or tell the whole thing?
TitograndCCP: whole thing
TitograndCCP: I'm bored.
Word Sizzle: lolz
Word Sizzle: iight
Word Sizzle: so yeah, we were openin up on the bus, and she told me she had a boyfriend, same one for over 2 and a half years and im like "damn" inside.
TitograndCCP: word I know that feeling.
Word Sizzle: shes still a virgin and he hasnt pressured her to have sex so i was just like "wow, you habve a real good boyfriend and yadda yadda"
Word Sizzle: so we got to the park, and she insisted on being in my group
TitograndCCP: woot.
Word Sizzle: and she was just all extra playful and nice and physical
TitograndCCP: Buttsex.
Word Sizzle: like she won a stuffed animal and kept making it kiss me or sumthing
TitograndCCP: oh wow.
Word Sizzle: so yeah, it was basically like that all day except on one ride she got all extra quiet and i was just like "you okay?"
Word Sizzle: and she was like "right now, i'm having a serious 'what if?' problem" (we were talking about how both of us always say "what if?" when were problem solving =/ 0
TitograndCCP: Really. What was her what if problem?
Word Sizzle: so i was basically like "iight" and played it off, i realllllllllly didnt want to assume
TitograndCCP: oh buttsex
Word Sizzle: so yeah, we were getting on the buses to go back home and i was like "so what are you thinking about?" and she was just like "oh i was thinking about dropping out, i know i told you not to but i dont know."
Word Sizzle: so naturally i was just all "mehhhhhhh" inside
TitograndCCP: lol
Word Sizzle: but yeah, we talked for a little and she was like "what did you think it was gunna be?" i just said "i didnt know -_-"
Word Sizzle: then she fell asleep and i cant stop thinking about her
TitograndCCP: That scheming bitch.
TitograndCCP: oh right
Word Sizzle: thats just, me
Word Sizzle: i cant tell if i really met a special girl, or i just make them all out to be special
TitograndCCP: eh you made a good first impression I dont see what sucked about it beside the fact shes taken.
Word Sizzle: yea
Word Sizzle: i see it as one of those girls where i could take her to the movies a couple times as "friends" and get her
TitograndCCP: you more then likely make them all out to be special, you dont know her enough for her to be special, you just think she would be alot of fun to bone right now. Which is normal.
TitograndCCP: yeah exactly
Word Sizzle: she DID say "so cameron, are we gunna hang out after this? like tuesday and wednesday and thursday?"
Word Sizzle: i dunno man
TitograndCCP: just because she likes being your friend dont mean shell let you fuck
Word Sizzle: and i dont think she would be "fun to bone" nigga, i could find hoes 10 times finer then her that would let me fuck in a day
Word Sizzle: i told you im looking for a girlfriend yo
TitograndCCP: eh whatever you want prolonged boning
Word Sizzle: shes not like anything special, shes one of those "would you fuck her?" "heh, yeah"
TitograndCCP: seriously, you dont know her enough for he to be a 'special someone'
Word Sizzle: well i wouldnt let it be that
Word Sizzle: but like, i can already "tell" that if we went out or whatever, id be pretty happy
Word Sizzle: i won her a basketball
TitograndCCP: lmao
Word Sizzle: well, i kinda stole the tickets, but thats not what matters
TitograndCCP: be her friend then bone her when she lets you I guess.
TitograndCCP: But meh.
Word Sizzle: she has had her boyfriend for 2.5 years and hasnt let him
Word Sizzle: wtf you think MY chances are?
TitograndCCP: shes lying
Word Sizzle: you really think all girls are whores though
Word Sizzle: lmfao
TitograndCCP: no there are exceptions
TitograndCCP: but its very rare that she would go out with some dude for 2.5 years without fucking.
TitograndCCP: ESPECIALLY in America
TitograndCCP: unless shes some sort of fundie christian
TitograndCCP: you know my mom and dad never even touched before they got married?
TitograndCCP: Isnt that some shit. Like wtf.
TitograndCCP: they always wore gloves and only held hands.
Word Sizzle: lmfao
Word Sizzle: i honestly believe her
Word Sizzle: you never will
Word Sizzle: but i do
Word Sizzle: you can tell by the way a girl acts, or at least i can
TitograndCCP: nah it aint that shes lying to you neccessarily she probally just doesnt think its any of your buisness or didnt feel comfortable. Multiple times ive met girls who said they were virgins then later when they knew me better they told me the truth
Word Sizzle: Word Sizzle: i honestly believe her
Word Sizzle: you never will
Word Sizzle: but i do
Word Sizzle:
TitograndCCP: you can trust her if you want you dont lose face for being a love sick idiot at your age, but seriously.
Word Sizzle: obviously
Word Sizzle: i would care about her
Word Sizzle: a lot
Word Sizzle: but it aint gunna be all spritual loving
TitograndCCP: Right.
TitograndCCP: personally man
TitograndCCP: I would keep her on a once every couple of weeks friendship basis, and move on since shes taken.
TitograndCCP: 2.5 years = also doubtful you will be her BF.
Word Sizzle: wod - life
Word Sizzle: if she was lying about anything
Word Sizzle: i really really really think she was having conflicts about me vs. her BF
Word Sizzle: and just told me that drop out thing to shock or something
Word Sizzle: cuz the way she asked what i thought it was, was like BEGGING
Word Sizzle: "cameron, please say it so we can talk about it..."
Word Sizzle: nah mean?
TitograndCCP: then why didn't you step up to the plate jackass?
Word Sizzle: ummm
Word Sizzle: im a nervous fuck
TitograndCCP: :/
Word Sizzle: i would have said something dumb
Word Sizzle: it always happens
TitograndCCP: let go, playing it safe never really does shit your just missing out
Word Sizzle: meh
Word Sizzle: imma play it safe
Word Sizzle: with how im feelin this is gunna go, i got it
Word Sizzle: not to mention i constantly caught her staring at me when she was trying to go to sleep
TitograndCCP: you arent going to find love without passion
So anywayyyyys, her name is Michaela but everyone calls her Mickey, but yeah, what would you have done, and since we're all *friends* here, what would you advise me of?
P.S.
Don't IM that guy, he WILL send you a virus.