Poet's Daughter.
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IP:
-Hospital bed-
My back feels so cold, I can see the light in my sight, but i'm not in heaven
I take an exhale breath, taking out the tense in me, hopefully i wont' go to seven
My thighs tremble, the open pores on my face are full with sweats...
And my mind are fill with "wonders"...Will i live through this or Will i be dead?
The forshadow of my past comes into my mind, and the laughters echoes
The pointy fingers i see, it's giving me a head-ache. But it was all a halo
Sound of the creaking wheels,ringing in my ear.The feel of it from my hands
Sadden by the days I used to sit by the window, watching the world goes by everyday.
I inhale, the puff of gas smoke is now entering in my stystem, putting me out deep
And I remember the day, that god answered my pray, as i went to sleep
-My prayer being answered-
With the darkness looms around me, i'm unde-rcovers with a flash light
My teeth ripples in my jaw, sadness is in me like a empty soul as darknight
My unchap lips are fill with salty water leaked from my pupil as it quivers
I led out a whimper sound, with my hands on my head, the laughters flutters
I can hear them, i see their pointy-fingers, my eyes moves so Controllably
Then i whisper,"leave me alone....leave me alone" under my breath silently
Put my head under the pillow, left the flash light, on "please go away"
Why my life has to be like this? like my road is broken in a critical pathway
I take my pen, as my fingers are prune by my tears, as it tremble
Then i wrote in my diary, as the tears hit my bed one by one.....
Why can't i be normal?
-My prayer came true-
I open my eyes, saw myself in a another world, in a different dimension
Birds chirping, I see cars passing by me. I say to myself "is this fiction?"
Agitation creeps in all places in my body, As I mysterious step foward
The sun bolster around on my neck, the comfortableness shattered
I look up in the air, clouds dangling in the sky like loose leafs on tree's
Put my hand in the air and yelled out "Thank you jesus" as my tears leak
All my life it was my dream to be like the others, the difference will never tell
Now my eyes are like an ruby, I've been blessed by "god" magicial spell
Something ranged in my ear, that made me cry so heavily but i was happy
It was the voice of my mom, when she said "Derik....OMG...your walking"
G-LUCK!
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