My Mentality & Mind
Concentratin on tha things that goes wrong in my brain
Don’t have an ability to think cuz im high on Mary Jane
Psychological warfares deceivin me… like a mind game
Im minded out tryin to adjust but I still don’t see a change
Shit when people fuck wit me I can’t do a thing
Changin my moods fast shit man is mind altering
No more thought patterns seen so much blood
Too clogged up I need to get out I have to shove
Cloud particles is what I see and what my liver mostly has
Suffocating my brain is choking no grip in me need to grab
I feel confined and restricted need some fresh air
My mind cant do a thing is like it doesn’t really care
So many demons and angels they don’t wanna share
Eyes lookin into my vision my mind don’t want to stare
Its mentally overwhelming it won’t respond no sending
I want to receive it but my brain wont let me its mind bending
It’s a philosophical question of whether who controls
Is tha mind a part of tha body who dares to be bold
My mind is inspiring no interest or thought im mind numbed
Tha substance made be dull im unconscious im stunned
Its like a virus inclined to do a particular thing im minded
Fuckin with my senses it gets close to my eyes then im blinded
Its intended to happen I set my mind to tha things that happen
A hit wit an open hand………. then it turns to be a slappin
I use little mental effort havin no apparent purpose
Im mindless and I inhaled it……… on purpose
Tha visual memory conjured imagination in tha minds eye
Still my brain cant inhale its suffocating its about ready to die
It’s a mind set in da dark determining my behavior and outlook
Mind movin back and forward no direction man…… im shook
A big gap in my brain due to things that happen im mined
So much stuff nobody really knows what happens in my mind