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Introduction-

Staring at the top of the sky, where my destination will be in a few seconds
But first i want to expose my feelings of why I'm doing this, this suicide
It begins with love, the day my heart was broken, my whole life changed
And adding to this, depression, of all things i was feeling so down
not being encourage, by other people, it was the opposite. O the insults
And finally "Laughters"...I couldnt take it any more...the pointry fingers
Teeth's showing with thier open jaws, I felt like they was going to eat me.
And as i go and try to make my destination come true, i lounge forward
Let it begin, the stories behind this suicide. see all of you one day...bye

1st layer

I saw you kissing him and my whole world crash up-side down
The lust was beyond my level, I can't believe what my eyes are seeing
I know the saying "Love hurts" But this love cutted through me like a butter knife
The punture, of my wounds are so deep, it can't be healed by using a band-aid
I watch in disgrace like "gay porn", my dry pupil quickly turn to tears all watery
Theres 2 side of me.......1 Act of revenge, and 2 in god way...walk and leave
With shaken lips, and being choked by the tears caught up in my throat
Ran down the road, my tears leaving invisible traces, with a rose flower in my hand

2nd layer

The days i didnt have no friends, sitting by the window watching the day go by
Like a rose getting darker, my life was the same, it was all source of depression
I didnt have the energry to live through this horrific world, it was all soo hard
My heart was getting broken into piecies. Judging myself, lead me to end this
I depend on everyone opinions, but not depond on myself, I'm a dumb person
See! Again with the "judging" myself, that's why i have to end this life, i wont go far
The future of good and with the source of the light, is something i'm unable to reach
Now the 2nd layer of my soul is peeled, it's time to expose the layer behind the mask
Behind the scars, of the days i use to cutt myself in the bathroom to find myself

3rd layer

Falling and falling, with my eyes close, i see images of my 3rd layer of my soul
It's being ripped open and expose like an oinion peel, it was the "Laughters"
The pointy fingers, while my tears leak with sadness, as my life fill with acid
Open jaw's and smiling face fill with insults, "Your not normal" from thier vocals
My head jerks, everything stops all of a sudden, the light has gotten darker
Those all of my layers of my soul, in this world, that's why i commited suicide
The depression i couldnt take, the heart broke i couldnt glue back to shape
Now the laughters, The insults, that i couldnt out-break...leads to my deadly fate

Those are the 3 layers of my soul as I lay hopeless on the concrete
My life is washed by hates, surround by depression, i couldnt take it no more
Tightly bound in the barrier of the abyss, i was dropped on earth in a pit
The pit of darkness, the pit where there's was no escape, like being locked in a cage
Cage, I'm locked with hate, and echo's of laughters, ring's in my ear
There's a path, but it's not visionable, The future of me is not looking good.
With every bone in my body broken, and my jaw is open with leaks of blood
I'm happy even though I'm dead, the blood is leaking out the depression of me

Meh Quick key.............2 minutes left, i couldnt believe myself that i wrote this much.

BLAH I MIGHT GET DQ...............................BLAH!