^yea, but i dont want my child being happy cuz it has money, i want my son to grow up and become a MAN, not raised on material objects, i want him to live off of character and heart... thats what a man is, i dont want his love to be boughten.. i mean these parents are rich and i KNOW they love him, and i feel like i'm giving them a miracle.. but thats my miracle, and i know its just a bump in the road, i've been through so much shyt in my life and i'm still here willing to wake up the next day, so why not take a chance? i feel like my dad wasnt there for me as a child, and my mom and myself raised me, i want to raise him the way MY DAD didnt, i want him to have the things i grew up without, i dunno... im feelin like this is some therapy session rite now, but im venting.... lol... i just dont want to regret n e thing...

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