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Break Routine

(done through the eyes of the son witnessing family friction)

Febuary 15th,Valentines day arrives late.
Pop's thought of it,could of slipped through his mindstate.
Mom's emotion seems broken...Dunno if its makin' her mad.
"You can't do a handshake with one hand",the whole bases of fam
is branded,deep in DNA,The cliterous and semen made,me a face.
tho I seem to make them argue....I ponder on gathered ocasions.
Peace won't just be brief but streak if I went away then.
Run away attempts seem clice,can love evaporate?
they used to chat away,but now they just nod... an evacuate.
Should I beg or pay.... god for patterns familiar.
And the way mother motions late is rather peculiar
But I can't tell daddy he'd kill her,batter and peel her.
I've seen they way he looks at her dinner,family gatherin sinners
My close leering eyes noticed how the patterns have differed.


March 30th,marking the birth of my cell.
their mission "don't forget it",I'm almost certain they failed.
probably working to hard,or hearts still broken an scarred.
cause last week we've spotted mother,not a church but a bar.
conversating with satan himself,not in a litteral force
but just the way of his work,I can see the pitch in his fork.
he really distorted,my vision of perfect.
My family's flaws is impossible,the task to fix it is urgent.
I'm beggin pop please kiss her,she love,noone above you.
I visit his lens, his vision sentenses "fuck you".
I choked the phrase "its still my day of birth"
but I felt to spell the words,might make it worse.
I travled to my room,my tears just kissed the sheets.
after it dripped from my lip, and I grit my teeth.
Ecstacy is a distant street...my eyes missed the peace.


April 1st,the air wears an auroma tense.
No more barriers your emotions an open fense.
The once thought marital tactic,to carry the magic
in history it only engraved a chapter of terrible damage
Each peive the being carried,they were speaking out.
Calm it down,I beg "don't alert police with sound"
I said, "for god's sake you don't need to shout!"
I'm thinkin' now....They said moms movin out,but its april 1st.
this could be all be a joke,so okay it worked.
"I'll put your bags in the room" I said but noone was laughin a tune.
I cried "I will fuckin kill dad if you moved!"
But she was packin' her shoes...
"I said ok I'll bash myself till I'm black and I'm blue"..
which I happen to do.But she left in a second.
My head strechin' in sections.Why couldn't my home be blessed
...
..
.
...with effection.