Unwanted pain
It’s all dark in my mind… I’m stuck in my own mental box
The horrible reality I must face comes in waves of electric shocks
I feel like I am staring Lucifer himself strait in the eye
Looking right at my demise… leaving my spirit broken inside
As this needle goes deeper… I feel the poison invade the vein
I try to stop… I fight in vain… I fall below hell where the angels are slain
The ground is soaked and bloodied by a million pains
I might as well let my self go… cuz I feel it spiritually taking over me
This darkness is now my reality… like time; it will kill me inevitably
I try to throw it all away, but the death always come back
I get put it in a cell, but my inner darkness will always find a crack
I throw my kit across the floor hoping to escape
But it’s evil starts to take shape; not a place on earth I feel safe
With a thrust, my throat swallows the blade… my breath fades
The twisted petty life I lived slowly starts to decay
I can feel the deaths grip on my soul get even stronger
I just wish I could have fought the pain…just a little bit longer