I'm livin like hell

I live with my brother who just got fired from his job.I got scars on my face after gettin jumped when I kept askin this girl out and she got her brother who then his crew whith like 12 fags.Now I can't find that prick.I hate life.I tried commitin suicide the other day.Swallowing a whole pack a tynedol and a bottle a outhwash.But shit ain't work.I'm still alive.Damn it!!!