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Old 06-30-05, 03:38 AM   #4
Dervla
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.:Intro:.

Knowing that I'm not in heaven, I'm high as i can be
The birds already looking looking like angles, soaring above me
I can feel the winds slightly force pressing against my body
Thy below is my death, the key to end my life, thee concrete
This world don't give me love nor care, it’s fill with hate
and neglects. The tears from my pupil to my cheeks shows the pain
The tremble knees panoply the fear. But I'm not scared
This the choice I made, I'm not unaware, I’m prepared
Lunged forward my leg do, the air feel so breezy
I looked deep down in the abyss and it stared back at me

:The porch:

I can still feel the rain drops on my head along with my tears
Air is cold, My skin showing goose bumps my cries means fear
Like a person without it's hearing -aid my walks are being un-heard
My hand in the air like i was reaching to god as my body quivered
I feel like I don’t exist, cause everything around me is dark
My body vibrated, spooked, by the noise coming from the stars
Breathing heavily now as the drops of rain force it's way in my throat
As I being gagged, my eyes widen, and vomit starts to erupt out of my throat
Heart-beating so loudly as drums........Tremble my hand goes
Felt this soft texture upon my cheek, like it was from someone clothes

:Love broken:

Knees on the floor, my hands on my face like a mask
Trying not to show my tears buy my senses feel them,
.............................................I wish i was in a cask(et)
he image in my head is hurting my heart and it's disgusting like gay porn
My soul-aches, lips quivering under my breath, heart sound deep by the thorn
Like a rose without it's pedals, I'm feeling so empty Love gone into dust
Like the word sex turned into plastic...it was all fake lust
Raised my head, I see you with him, without me
When i first saw, I gasped in shock. I couldn’t hardly breathe
Body standing in a straight up position, then I turned looking away
Ran, Ran down the street, Knowing "love" in me is now astray

eath set me free:

*falling, falling*

My feet’s are dangling, lips cha by the wind force
Eyes are open, instead of avoiding it. I open my eyes
.................................................. ...Death come forth
Shame, Fear, Love, Care, all this the world posses for me
No I will not scream. My arms is reaching for it,
.................................................. ....come forth death thee
*stops*
Can't feel myself, Instead of blood rushing in my viens..It's leaking
Lungs aren’t working. No I'm not breathing...But I’m smiling
It set me free, the pain is gone, like Advil the medicine
Heaven is not a lie, "It'll set you free" like the bible quotation


Reporter * The policemen found a man dead, after he jumped off a 23 storage building, the only thing that was left of him was his body....soul...and the bible that was left in his hand*



G-Luck.......
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