im goin str8 2 hell
i feel so bad bout doin this, but i cant stop, LMAO, aight, heres tha story...
i wuz talkin 2 J-Money on msn (hiz name iz Justin Selig) so we wuz talkin then he sed he had 2 go cuz hiz baby brutha wuz cryin, wich i thot wuz fucking weird scence he duzznt have a baby brutha, lmao, so yeah, wen he came back he told me that he wuz really talkin 2 sum girl that just added him on msn, n then he gave me theyre convo, n heres that...
Laiguinha says:
JUSTIN?
--J-Money-- says:
whos this
Laiguinha says:
La�-s
--J-Money-- says:
...right
Laiguinha says:
hm,sorry.Are u Justin Selig from WI ?
--J-Money-- says:
haha no.. im from the mothafuckin ghetto.. bridgewater nova scotia.. get it right bitch
Laiguinha says:
Wow,youre so polite!Im sure u were educated in Switzerland.And by the way,Your mom is the bitch.
--J-Money-- says:
my mom is dead
SO... she blocked him, lmfao. but then i told justin 2 give me her email, cuz i wanted 2 make a fake email n add her on msn n shit n pretend 2 b this justin guy shes lookin fo. so i made tha email n shit, then i added her on msn, i talked 2 her fo fucking hours, lmfao, heres our convo... i feel sooo bad
(if it sez we sed sumthin but theres nuthin its cuz we just put a smiley face or a wink)
(o, and u have no idea how hard it wuz fo me 2 type right thru tha whole thang, lmao)
justin says:
Lais?
Laiguinha says:
?
Laiguinha says:
Yeah
justin says:
hey
Laiguinha says:
Justinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn?????????????????????
justin says:
lol, yup, selig
Laiguinha says:
HIIIIII
justin says:
haha, heeeey whats up?
Laiguinha says:
how did u find me ?
Laiguinha winks:
Play "Carta de Amor"
justin says:
i was searching in the msn profile search thing
justin says:
hahaha @ the envalope guy
justin winks:
Play "Kiss"
Laiguinha says:
this is EXTREMELY weird
Laiguinha says:
U decided to find me out of the blue?
justin says:
haha, yeah, i was thinking about you the other day, and I found you! lol, funny how that worked out
Laiguinha says:
Justinlisten
justin says:
?
Laiguinha says:
Exactly 30 minutes earlier
Laiguinha says:
I was trying to find you here on MSN
justin says:
are you serious???
Laiguinha says:
and i found some stupid getto guy
Laiguinha says:
YES
Laiguinha says:
I swear to GOD
justin says:
HAHAHA, that's VERY weird
Laiguinha says:
I KNOW I CANT BELIEVE IT
Laiguinha says:
aaahahahahahhahahahaha
Laiguinha says:
where RE U LIVI NG?
justin says:
down here in California, just moved down here about, hmmm, 2 months after moving from WI...? something like that
Laiguinha says:
I lived in AZ for 2 years,Imback in Brazil for a year now
Laiguinha says:
and also,in 2000,I went to Appleton to visit,called u but u were in vegas or something
justin says:
fyour in Brazil now??? that's crazy! ahaha. lol, yeah, I was in Vegas, it was nice down there
justin says:
so how have you been doing? it feels like forever scence
justin says:
I saw you last
Laiguinha says:
Doesnt it?
justin says:
haha, yes
Laiguinha says:
I like the feeling tho
Laiguinha says:
u know how long it has been?
Laiguinha says:
almost 8 years now
justin says:
WOW, lol, I can't believe it's been that long. this is crazy , it feels so good to talk to you again
Laiguinha says:
i knoooooooooooowwwwwwww
Laiguinha says:
Were getting old Jus hahahahahahaha
Laiguinha says:
howold r u now?
Laiguinha says:
justin says:
lol, nice bear i'm 26, i still can't beleive i'm that old, lol
Lala says:
Im25
Lala says:
U married?
justin says:
no, i'm single right now. you?
Lala says:
me too,i just have a boyf.
Lala says:
where in cali are u?
justin says:
I live in a small city called Compton, ever heard of it?
Lala says:
Hmmm no =[
Lala says:
I just know LA sta barbara and san fran!
justin says:
lol, well Compton is in southern Cali, if your ever up here you should come visit
Lala says:
I will,Imalways traveling once a year
Lala says:
Tell me,u working or studying?
justin says:
i'm working at a cd store, the pay is enough to get by, i'd like to find a better job, but this'll do for now. you?
Lala says:
im almost a psychologist hahahhahahahahah
justin says:
hahahahaha, now your making me feel stupid or something, lol
Lala says:
No Just
Lala says:
Things r different in BR
Lala says:
u know,u have to study hard to be someone and have a good life
Lala says:
AND IF U WERE EVER STUPID I WOULDNT BE YOUR GIRLF hahahhahaha
justin says:
hahahaha, true
justin says:
damn, if i had a digital camera I would send you some pics, i'll have to barrow my friends camera sometime soon
Lala says:
Çan u see me here?
justin says:
in your display pic?
Lala says:
yes
justin says:
ehh, i can see that it's you, but it's kind of small, I have to straing my eyes, lol
justin says:
strain*
Lala says:
better now?
justin says:
lol, you look pretty
Lala says:
thanks =]
Lala says:
Tell me
Lala says:
U ever heard about Orkut?
justin says:
no, what is it?
Lala says:
ok,is j_selig450 your real email?
justin says:
yes
Lala says:
Can I send u something right now and u check it?Its a very nice thing that will make us be able to be in touch more often
justin says:
shure i guess. what is it tho?
Lala says:
youll see.gimme a minute =]
justin says:
haha, ok
Lala says:
Check your mail in about a minute ok?
justin says:
ok, i'll go check it now
Lala says:
k
Lala says:
Lala says:
lol
justin says:
hahahaha
Lala says:
hahahahahaa
justin says:
so what is this orkul thing? like, what do we do on it? talk or something?
Lala says:
Go check it out.Doesnt take long to sign up.Pleeeeeeeasssse?
justin says:
lol, ok, but only for you, lol
Lala says:
thanks
justin says:
how many pets do u have? lol
Lala says:
Lala says:
Just one =]
Lala says:
areu on mypage right now?
justin says:
no
justin says:
you?
Lala says:
so u still signing up ?
justin says:
lol, yeah i'll sign up
justin says:
but arent orkul and myspace 2 different things?
Lala says:
yes
Lala says:
i hate my space
justin says:
lol, me too, i tried to make a myspace on tere before, but it's just toooooooooo confusing, lol
justin says:
LOL, woops, when you said my page I thought you said myspace
Lala says:
sign up for ORKUT because I really want u to be on my page.
Lala says:
hahahahaha Justin
justin says:
haha, i'm signing up now
Lala says:
ok ill wait
justin says:
lol, ok
Lala sends:
Lala would like to share this background with you.
You have successfully received a background from Lala.
justin says:
haha, what happened??? lol
Lala says:
I sent u the same wallpaper im using here hahahaha
justin says:
hahaha, nice
Lala winks:
Play "Balada"
justin says:
hahahahahahhahaha
justin says:
is that what kind of music you usually listen to? lol
Lala says:
nooo AHHAHAHAHHAHAHA
justin says:
hahahahaha
Lala says:
gooo sign up i want u on my page =] and there u can see better pictures of me
justin says:
lol, ok, i'm in the middle of signing up right now
Lala says:
k =]
justin says:
just filling out these questions, haha
Lala says:
IMHERE=]
justin says:
haha, i'll do these later
Lala says:
OKI
justin says:
haha, theres alot of questions, haha
justin says:
I just clicked yes to add you as a friend
THEN MY MSN FUCKED UP N TOOK ME OFFLINE, THEN I CAME BACK ONLINE...
justin says:
aaaaahh, my msn messed up, lol
Lala winks:
Play "Chave do Coração"
Lala says:
hahahhhahah
justin says:
hahahahaahhahaha
justin says:
thank you
Lala says:
u there yet?
justin says:
yeah, i justsigned up and added you to my friend thingy
Lala says:
did u see my page
justin says:
i'm on it now
Lala says:
read the message i wrote u on my profile and then take a look at my album
justin says:
haha, ok
Lala says:
=]
justin says:
were on your profile is it?
justin says:
about me: JUSSSSSSSTIIIINNNNN I MISS YOU DEARLY!!!
justin says:
hahaha
Lala says:
=]
Lala says:
hahahahhahahaah
justin winks:
Play "Kiss"
justin says:
Lala says:
nowimgonna be your first fan
justin says:
ahahaha
Lala says:
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
justin says:
is that your boyfriend in the bottom pic?
Lala says:
now u can add communities and stuff,i have some in english
Lala says:
yes
Lala says:
do u remember natasha??????
justin says:
hmmmm, not really i'm shure if I saw a pic i'd know exactly who she is, but you know, sometimes you don't remember peoples names
Lala says:
The other brazilian girl that was always with me
Lala says:
shes in myalbum
justin says:
hey... uhhh, theres something ive been wanting to tell you ... thats why I was searching for you
justin says:
Lala says:
tell me
Lala says:
!!!!
justin says:
haha, well...
Lala says:
shoooottt it
justin says:
but you have to promis me, that after I tell you, you'll still be nice to me and be my friend you know
Lala says:
Of course I will,Justin!
justin says:
ummmm, hehe, I dont know how to tell you this, but...
Lala says:
TELL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
justin says:
hmmm, maybe some other day
Lala says:
NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
justin says:
Lala says:
I hate that ahahahhahaha tell me now,come on =[
Lala says:
justin says:
well, you tell me, what do you THINK it is I want to tell you?
Lala says:
JUSTIN,my GOD u havent changed have u?lol
Lala says:
ok i need a cigarete give me 1 second
justin says:
haha, ok
Lala says:
lol
justin says:
how bad do you wanna know? lol
Lala says:
bad enough that if u dont tell me i wont sleep and in about 5 hours i gotta wake up and travel to another city for a meeting HAHAHAHAHA
justin says:
hahahahahha
Lala says:
Im listeniiinnnngggg.....
justin says:
o god, LOL, i'm so nervous abotu telling you, hehe
Lala says:
Ok
Lala says:
is it bad?or good?
justin says:
well it depends on if you feel the same way i guess
Lala says:
Ok ill make it easier for u then
Lala says:
then u tell me if thats it
justin says:
lol, ok
Lala says:
1- u regret breaking up with me
justin says:
yes, I think about you liek everynight I miss you so much
justin says:
there, i said it
justin says:
Lala says:
Ok but when did u start feeling like that/
justin says:
lol, well... how long did we say it was? 8 years? lol
Lala says:
u SERIOUS?
justin says:
haha, yeah, I can't really even explain how I feel about you
Lala says:
Jus
Lala says:
one thing i need to ask then
justin says:
what?
Lala says:
why didnt u ask to get back with me then?
Lala says:
and break up w stupid tara
justin says:
trust me, I wanted to, but I was to afraid you would reject me scence we had already broke up, i dunno, I wish I wouldve, but I was sooo scared of having my heart broken. So I figured atleast if I stayed with Tara i'd wouldn't be alone, but... do you know why me and Tara broke up?
Lala says:
no?
justin says:
because, I couldnt stop thinking about you... and I knew I didnt love Tara, and that she wasn't the right one for me, and if I stayed with her i'd just end up hurting her. so I told her we needed to talk, and I told her how I felt about you, she was sad, but she understood i think. Because I knew i'd find you someday
justin says:
Lais, I love you
Lala says:
Jus
justin says:
yeah?
Lala says:
I think about u and I talkabout u even after 8 years
Lala says:
Listen
justin says:
i'm listening
Lala says:
Next year Ill be in the states
Lala says:
And Ill go see you
justin says:
justin says:
but you just wanna be friends right?
Lala says:
And then,we see what happens
Lala says:
I dont know until I see you again
justin says:
but what about your boyfriend you have now? lol
Lala says:
Ah,this guy is nice,hes my friend since childhood.But I dont know if Ilove him,or even if he loves me Justin
Lala says:
And
Lala says:
Íf I am meant to be with you,thats what will happen u know?
justin says:
yeah, maybe thats why we found eachother on here
Lala says:
I have every single note u wrote me,i have a rose,i have the teddy bear
Lala says:
YES
Lala says:
That was
Lala says:
SERENDIPITY
Lala says:
i caNT find another word that best describes it.
justin says:
haha, yeah, you have noooo idea how happy I am to have found you, seriously, I almost cry'd from joy, hehe
Lala says:
I know,I feel the same
Lala says:
Jus
justin says:
yeah?
Lala says:
4 days ago
Lala says:
I was wondering if u still have that little crystal thing i gave u that u used to hang in your car
justin says:
hahaha, yes, I have it right beside my bed on my dresser, everytime I look at it I think of you
Lala says:
wow
Lala says:
Justin
Lala says:
I dont know what will happen,but I love you,too.
justin says:
I'm speachless... I don't even know what to say, this is the best day of my life I love you so much!! I wanna be with you right now, and hold you close to me and just hold you and never let go, lol
Lala says:
me too
Lala says:
Lets do this
Lala says:
lets keep this conversations private on msn,because all of the 100 people on my orkut are real friends from my childhood,and i do own respect to the guy im seeing now
justin says:
yeah, I understand. I can't stop smiling haha
Lala says:
and with time,until i go to cali,well figure things out
Lala says:
I just would give anything to be hugged by u right now
justin says:
i feel the exact same way about you
Lala says:
Jus
Lala says:
listen to this:
Lala says:
Im using the laptop on the tv room in myhouse right
Lala says:
�-ts 5 am here
Lala says:
when it was
Lala says:
11 , i was in myroom,trying to sleep,
Lala says:
but i was too agitated,and i came online and started looking for you
Lala winks:
Play "Chave do Coração"
justin says:
thats crazy, haha, Ive actually been looking for you onlie for a while now, and when I found you I wasn't even shure if it was you or not, because it was like it was to good to be true, you know. you have no idea how I feel right now... sometimes, i'll be laying in bed at night, thinking about you, and I think to my self "what if I never see her again?" and I just start crying. I love you so much
Lala says:
You will see me again Jus
justin says:
I can't wait
Lala says:
And right now I do have the feeling that well be together and Ill drag u to Brazil with me
Lala says:
=]
justin says:
haha, I would love to come be with you in Brazil
Lala says:
Listen,I have to wake up in 5 hours.what time is it there?
justin says:
about 1:13 am
Lala says:
Promise me something?
justin says:
what?
Lala says:
That everyday you will leave me a little scrap on orkut so i dont miss u too much?
justin says:
hahaha, if I can figure out how, i'll mess around with it. but do you come on msn much?
Lala says:
yes everyday.Check your orkut,i alread wrote u a scrap and a testimonial.
justin says:
haha ok
Lala says:
Tomorrow Ill write u again ok?
justin says:
justin says:
ok
Lala says:
Sleep tight
Lala says:
MY LONG LOST LOVE
justin says:
hahaha, I love you i'll talk to you tomorow on here ok?
Lala says:
ok.I love you too (did i ever not love you?)
justin says:
haha, i hope not :
justin says:
Lala says:
check your orkut before u go to bed
justin says:
how do I do that?
justin says:
lol
Lala says:
hahahahahaha u too funny
Lala says:
go on
www.orkut.com
Lala says:
u remember your username and password right?
justin says:
haha, yeah, i'm on right now trying to figure it out. I think I know what i'm doing now
justin says:
and I I luuuuuuuuuuuuvvvvvvvvvv youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu tooo
Lala says:
click on the refresh button on your browser
Lala says:
ahahha u got the scraps?
justin says:
haha, yeah i figured it out
justin says:
*kisses your display pic* god I love you
Lala says:
ok,but you have to click on " accept" for the testimonial i wrote u
justin says:
is that in the scrap thing?
Lala says:
no ba by
justin says:
haha
Lala says:
click the refresh button on your browser
justin says:
while i'm on my orkul page?
justin says:
Testimonials (what friends say about Justin)
none
Lala says:
Ok dothis
justin says:
I just got an email from orkul, is that from you?
Lala says:
yes
Lala says:
jus
justin says:
i'll go check my email then
Lala says:
nono
Lala says:
dothis
justin says:
haha, ok
Lala says:
go AGAIN on
www.orkut.com
Lala says:
put your username password and then it will appear my testimonials
justin says:
ok, i'll try it
Lala says:
ok =] im going to bed
justin says:
haha, ok beutiful, we'll talk on here tomorow =)
Lala says:
ok
justin says:
*MWAH*
Lala says:
Lala says:
MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!
Lala says:
I love you Mr Selig
justin says:
hahaha, I love you to Lais
Lala says:
its hard to log off hahahahaha
Lala says:
3
Lala says:
2
justin says:
hahaha, I know! hahaha
Lala says:
1
Lala says:
justin says:
hahaha
Lala says:
dont worry
Lala says:
if its meant to be well find out very soon
justin says:
hopefully VERY soon =)
Lala says:
justin says:
THA END
omfg i feel bad now
but i didnt wanna tell her cuz she seems so happy now, n she gotta go 2 sum city 2marow fo a meeting n i dont want her 2 feel shitty all day. i WUZ just gon b like "hey... U JUST BIN PUNKED BYOTCH!! FUCK YO COUCH!!", but i caynt, lol, i think ima just send her a email tellin her tha truth, n hopefully she'll wanna b frends wif me still, lol, i doubt it, but fuck it.
fuck, its like 6:15a.m. here rite now, i gotta jet 2 bed.
werd