July 6th, 2005 @ 8:33 a.m.
...yeah diz 1 here is called "Tha Crossroads Of Life"... so just look & observe da best in action
~*Verse 1*~
His qualities qualify him for freedom
from growin' up breakin' rules claimin' he doesn't need-em'
then reality gives him a little present
hatred appears to his presence and his self-esteem lessens'
hearts burstin' knowin' deaths lurkin'
and he is certain that lifes no longer workin' and it is hurtin'
his heart, feelin' trapped deep inside
tries to find that line that will get him through the hard time'
that his mind has suffered with tears
through the years when his fears had escalated over peers
and it appears his precious moments
decreased and let go of the bible, god became his opponent
if he couldn't defeat the master-of-us
he would be shattered-in-cuffs and life be splattered-to-dust
it's up to him to choose a side-to-take
bad or evil? his lifes a mistake, or possibly his lifes-a-fake?
~*Chorus: 2x*~
the crossroads of life can change reality
mess with your mentality and bring on fatality
nothing comes easy always an obstacle
what do you expect liven through devils opticals
~*Verse 2*~
passion for escapin' would grow-quick
he tried for jobs, but at the interviews he'd happen to blow-it
couldn't do nothin' right kept failing
his lifes been pushed off the 'dock' his soul stopped 'sailing'
he's headed nowhere cept' the gutter
bad things would repeat itself, his livin' life was all a stutter
soon drugs became his needed prize
then woke up every mornin' headaches with bleedin' eyes
and to our surprise he actually liked it
people come see him to help, look for drugs, but he'd hide it
he had nothing left but pills in his life
a box in an alley for roof, garbage for food, and a bloody knife
it is all he had it was his protection
from poor to injections, damn sure headed in wrong direction
he didn't believe in faith no-more,-nope
only believed he's closer to fate he felt he had no-more-hope
scracthes on this poor man appeared
from over the years he suffered through fears and the tears
now everyday this mans heart softened
eyes darker cause soon enough his next home was the coffin'
R.I.P. Soldier
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