All my life feeling conflicted, born with a dark seed imbedded in my heart
With tendrils reaching to my brain to tear my pleasant thoughts apart
Twisting my beliefs and swallowing them into a never-ending hole
Casting its shadow of hatred over me in its attempts to envelop my soul
The challenge to keep it hidden from the world only added fuel to the fire
With hope in the front of my mind, dark thoughts in the back would conspire
Always plagued by chaotic visions in my head, pent up rage built up inside
Clouding my good judgement, my darkness revealed, no longer could I hide
It consumed me completely, the light within I struggled my hardest to find
But my other side was unleashed; my Jekyll emerged and buried my Hyde
I have reached my breaking point, the strain of striving to keep my disguise
Only gave assistance to the blackness I held and completed my demise
I once had the strength to fight it, but now my conscience is debilitated
Giving in to my constant rage, gone are my hopes of being rehabilitated
Going through my rebirth into a human reconstruction of torment and pain
My head housing the suffering, permanently detached from my sanity chain
But now I am removed from the world, I am nothing but an empty shell
Rocking back and forth in a black void as I sit alone in my padded cell