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.:The Fight:.

As I'm hot and angry as an erupted volcano
My yells echoed towards my own mother
..Sensing that her heart's been crushed
I Kept yelling and yelling, imagining
..in my head, seeing her squirming into
....Tears, with an soul that'll rot to the core.
But that didn’t happen.
She Fought back.
I was amazed, and shocked
Chills came running up my spine
from her admonish yell towards me.
I felt like i was in a deep hole
Looking upon her angry eyes.
She's letting my know
this is HERS
her Turf
I'm in her life, she owned me
With guilt, I walked away
Knowing she was right
and I was wrong
I left one remark before
I went into my room
"I hope you die"
I said

:Sleep:

I cried, and cried
With my sobbing tears, coursed on my pillow
Wetness, I felt on my cheek
I cried and cried
Heavily breathing, Choked up by the tears
My lips Spasm, my heart is beating so
loud.
...Echoed in my head, of the mirror
glass I just broken. I can still hear
the clanging of the pieces of glass
falling into the floor.
I keep telling myself, that she didn't care
Every-time I do, agony strikes
in my heart. She knows
She's wrong, and mom is right
but I refuse to see the truth.
As the tears coursing down on my cheeks
Before my Eye lids goes completely
shut.
I say
I hope she dies
Die Die
I hope she dies

.: Dream:.

Appeared to be standing in front of
a hospital bed, with my moms
body in it. Cold staring eyes
Looking daring at me.

I felt so uneasy. Then
she said
"Why you kill me?"
My utter expression starts questioning
With an utter of quick motion
the bed starts to move so violently
I Screamed in horror, blood
spilling out of her mouth.
She kept hearing
Why you kill me?
Why you kill me?!!
Then
Everything felt so dark, Like I was alone
I screamed but no one can hear me.
Tears starts coursing down from my pupil.
A face appeared above me.
My father.
With an thunderous vocals it echoed
"Why you kill her?"
Why?...
Then my grandma face appeared
"Why you kill her?"
She cared about you.
.
.
Sobbing into tears, I screamed
"No, I didn’t do it".
Feels like I can't breathe, from
being choked by tears.
I felt a total of wetness around me
Bubbles starts to appear
in front of my face.
Just realize I'm in deep, deep
in water. Gasping for air
My arms reaching for the surface
I can't reach it
It's moving away.
Father, grandma, looking down at me
With smiles on their faces
Inside of me getting so teary
Even though I'm in a ocean
I can feel tears on my cheeks
I hear their Laughter’s
Echoing in my ear
"Time for you to die
Die
Die
No good-byes
Just die!"

*no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

"reality check"

Woke up heavy breathing
and sweating
Through my lungs I'm panting
Feeling so un-aware.
*Panting, panting*
My foots touching the floor.
My shudder fingers
clenching on the door-knob
Every-thing was so dark
That's because of the lights
were off.
My foots springing to my
mom door
Thinking
"Please be alive"
Tears coming down
Everything happen in a
slow motion.
"Please be alive"
Knock on the door
But no answer
I screamed out her name
Pounded on the door
my hands hurt in agony
Then the door opens
Saw her face then my arms
clung to her waist
*I'm sorry mom*
Felt the arms around mines
Never felt something soothing
so loveable.
*I love you mommy*