Well... I woke up this morning at my cousins house and got a call from my buddy Eric's mom (Eric is on here as Zig Zag). She tells me I need to come back to Lawson... so I drive an hour trip in 30 minutes to get the worst news of my life. Apparently... Eric hadn't had a real good time in jail the last month and it didn't get good when he got home... he called me yesturday and told me about a new song he wrote but I knew smoething was up but he wouldn't tell me... so this morning I get home at 3:30 and his mom tells me he shot himself... well... pretty much... fuck... my bro's gone... so I had to get away from the house... his dad gave me his rhyme book so I'm about to log on as him and post his last song... but shit.... it's not right...

RIP Eric P. Gengler... I'll miss you holmes...

__________________