so many people all wonder of the things i think
but just pay attention and keep ur eyes insinc.
now first i grew up in a bad neighborhood.
my family always beat on me left me up to no good.
so i was taought to never backdown from any fight
even if i knew i was gon loose to my parents it was right.
never understood them,why i was raised like that.
but i could never question them so i aint never goin back.
but now my wish has been granted they are truely gon
both passed away in an accident they never knew what went wrong.
so i always have anger and pain inside me
killing me and drivin me crazy not takin it lightly.
now most all think is this a real story........
yes it is but i dont no pity from you for me....
many people deprived ended up to lie and steal.
i stabbed a store owner for turning me in poppin the pill
so i went to juvy for maybe about 8 months
as soon as i came out my uncles wanted to fuck me up
so i ran very fast and never once did i look back...
then one day i did beat 2 of my uncles wit a bat.
then i split and ended up on an island called guam...
never ever smiling people askin son whats wrong.
and the memories start rushing through my head
then i get up and scream bitch i wish i was dead.


this a true story!!!!!!now i am 17 years old.......
this all happen from age 8-14!!!!!!!!!!!parents died when i was 7......

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