I've had these thoughts so fuckin much its rediculous.It mostly comes when shit feels helpless or pointless.I remember when I used to be like,"oh I bet if I kill myself them niggas'll feel bad".Not anymore since I basically stopped givin a fuck about people.I at times have suicidal thoughts only when I don't see the point of living.Usually the only time I don't feel em is when I'm recording a song.Like even when I'm mixing and shit it feels good.I been to the school shrink and shit and the nigga was like "I think your depression comes from problems at home" and I'm like "no shit sherlock".