taking a bunch of sleeping pills is retarted...if you take too many it will be very messy for your relatives to clean up and if you take a lot but not enough youll end up with a lot of brain damage and probably be retarted...

i wouldn't do it...i dont know you well enough to try and counsel you but it's better to just talk to someone you trust and cry it out if you have to than to bottle it up...

but if you do decide to do it...slit your wrists...and do it in the bathtub so it will be easy for your parents to clean up...theyve will have been through enough without having to sweep up your brains or mop up your vomited up blood...and they sure dont want to see their normal son as a brain damaged invalid for the rest of his life...

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