The day my life came to a hault was amazing you see
Bodies were dropped lives were stopped it all started with me
Drug hustlin the hoes was cum guzzlin the livin was great
I was liven the black mans dream but did not no my brothers fate
In 8th grade my brother was noticed for his athletic ability
Jake his name was an all around athlete with great agility
Followed my hustle he was a real classs act
He carried a 9 cuz in fights he didnt know how to react
Fast foward the story he was already a senior
Colleges were after him, but he had to get leaner
My guilty concious told him bout tha shit i use
I call it my juice now knowing my bro wont refuse
Leaner he got the colleges were jaw droppin astonished
Star in the making what eva he wanted...my man he got it
Not knowing the effects the juice really had on his body
He was angry i saw him beatin up on the shotties
Knowing what i did responsible for my brothers actions
Jake did what i did now his personality is lackin
The struggle gets greater the colleges begin to close they jaws
Hopes were let down my brother met his only flaw
His emotions got greater anger was always letting out
Couldnt have a family dinner with out jake having to shout
Hustlin 9 ta 5 my brother by my side.....angry as can be
80 dollars owed to the man my bro short 40 for the extasy
selfless to himself my brothers emotions just collide
He pulls out his nine.....but is shot first....and he lost his life
Not happy with this mess, inside its all of my fault
9 bodies dead but not me my brothers dead my life comes to a hault
Bodying my emotions to my family i let out a scream
ITS ALL MY FAULT MOM, I KILLED JAKES ONLY DREAM!