When I open my sleepy eyes from the night it reveals
That I cared for something through my forty winks, I concealed
Blood in my sheets…??? I couldn’t barely stare
In shock of where it came from I started my despair
Got out of my bed and took a bath, started to think & breathe
The shocking of the surprise I started to cry, so I rolled up my sleeves
Took the sheets to wash……and there I saw the horror scenes
Terrifying in my mind I saw terrible things like it was a movie screen
I saw myself in a room… I was giving my confessions
Started to be a more deeply story, came into a session
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I was looking inside a room and I was focused
Then I turned to the left and saw what I just noticed
A bleeding pen on top of the desk with scared claws
I suddenly paused…. Then I saw a black and red paw
Quickly took my eyes of it and ran into another room
I feel into a hole…Falling to the lost temple I assumed
Recapped my thoughts
But suddenly I lost
Didn’t know where I was jus knew it was scary
Blood red on the white dress looked like bloody Mary
A girl was standing there and told me that she wasn’t a stranger
And the only way to be free was to follow her so I kept out of danger
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Im walking down a street with my headphones on
Bopping my head and imitating lyrics to my favorite song
Saw lyricists making money so I started to do the same
I was determined to be in the game so I made up a rap name
I could see fame… so I started writing my raps down
Battling in school and making the others look like a clown
Made them have a frown… but others had to despite
But I forgot the haters and kept on doing my thing with pride
Had my rhyme book with me, songs ready to record
Studio time, made my demo, and send it to labels so I could afford
To get anything that I needed and wanted, it was greed
Didn’t care bout anything else, dropped out of school but I had green
Started to make a scene, the cockiness got in me every night
But one day I got knocked out, a gang jumped me at a fight
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So in tuned with myself I totally forgot bout everything, like an addiction
That I had to fight myself cuz me and my mind were in a complete friction
Still I haven’t learned what happened just I could feel my big size lesson
That the love I had for what I do.......... Hip-Hop was my prize possesion