Dear darling,
I write you this letter to merely speak the blunt truth
Of why I wasted my youth on that one forbidden fruit
I pity though not blame you if you fail to grasp this
For you've stared helplessly in my eyes of sadness
As I tried to hide and disguise what's lying beneath
You never knew in his arms I found a place of retreat
Too blind to see you and I were just playing our roles
But with him … it was a magic connection of souls
I will never regret getting too deep into this abyss
As soon as I tasted bliss, I knew what I had missed
During all those years, I lived with terrifying fears
Of you packing your bags and leaving me in tears
But who would have thought I’d be the one going?
Insults kept flowing; your true nature was showing
Pushing me against wall, pulling down my jeans
Like amateur porno scenes or some horny teens
You fucking bitch, you got nerve cheating on me
Well, I hope that you choke in your own debris
Do not even touch me ever again or I’ll sue you
I’ll fuck you up, make you turn black and blue
Guess you won’t be a blood anymore then baby
I’m done and will never return: there’s no maybe
But eventually I got caught up in these dire straits
So I arrived at my last resort: these heaven gates