Why can't I start aging?...haven't got a chance..my heart pacing
Enough hate in me..waitin to form revolution..tear apart nations
Older than most jazz musicians..yet look young as adolescents
I wanna mature in a life..prayin tonight..to stack my blessings
I ask Him questions like..'Why decide to go & give me this curse'
To see me get hurt?..Main reason my wrists make fifths jerk
Look scraggly as I feel...cold shiverin from these..tattered clothes
Could go pass the modes..I rob citizens to say..Pass the Dough!
But like crimes & time...both will age to degrees they'll evolve
Back then, we openly talked..now no profanities can revolve
It's getting old now...reliving the same exact day in cold towns
Traces of clouds..smokin eight spliffs in style..during smokeout
Can this be sorcery?..What I can't seem to understand clearer
That chrowds scoot away...afraid of...invisible man in mirror
Dropped my weight...in the room from being..shocked & amazed
Escape out wheezin..heavy breathin like I'll cough for days
What the hell it be..pains so excrusiating..I just fell on knees
Ravenous hunger surged thru my veins..like heroin fiends
And stare on..a calm bystander slowly pushing a stroller
Conscience told me to kill..I will if only this bullshit over
To being finished..proceed the instant..unleashed like a menace
Lift my head & she's dead..blood leaks out her neck blemish
Baffled how tough it is..it seems a vampire product this shit
Soon as I realize who it is..grasp my knife...cut my wrists
Felt faint followed by revived..regeneratin like a worm's body
I been alive..watchin war & famine..piles of burned bodies
Never haunt me..your girls cater me to her ass perculating
Inside bars near tequila & vodka..I still think time's my rapist
Why replace this..cause I'm ageless without rising facelifts