yo mystic i had like the same kinda prob man WERD...........

my grandma passed away from cancer too and my dad died in a shoot out in LA.........my brother jamaal is sentenced to 15 years for assault and battery, possession of an unliscened weapon( gun) and attempted murder............

shit man thats all real yo so i feel ya man................just let go and get it off your chest cuz that type of shit can cause mad problems...............

peace 1

keep ya head up homie...

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