Yeah man last summer my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer, but she made it through. And I have had times where a lot of people I knew died within a certain amount of time. But honestly all I can say is that they are gone. You can't do anything about that so don't dwell on it. The more you dwell on it, then you start thinking that it's your fault cause you coulda done something. So just let it go man. For real. And forget all those people who said crying's only for girls. Real men aint afraid to cry. If you have to, then just let it happen. You can make it through this. We are stronger than we know. And that strength comes only from God.