how long must I breathe in the world of despair,
struggling, screaming while everyone is impair.
Bound tightly within the grasp of a Black Rose,
It's the signal of no love and hate as thorn grows,
punturing me-the blood of my soul leaks life away,
how long can i stand, before they devore me
...and be left alone while I decay.
Slit 1 for the hate, slit 2 for the un-caring people,
why i must try so hard to get over this....steeple.
Ambience of pain rage in my arms as the blood,
course down to my elbow, then I picked up
...a sound of a loud thud.

I look in the mirror and ask myself "what do you see?",
I see the depression dragging me under beneath my feets,
I see the fear that's inside of me hiding and quivering,
wishing I came over come it-but the fear is so cold even
....I'm shivering.
I see the illusion inside the mirror creating anger and hate,
does it mean I don't like myself? or is it my emotional fate?
Mirror sad of this havoc it leaks tears..O no wait that's me,
feeling so concave and hollow it brings much weakness on my
...Knees.
*Crash!*
Little glass particles lays silently on the floor in pieces,
same as my inner feelings-i've been poisoned time to put an
....cease to this as I hold the edge glass tip crease.

9/28/05

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ITawAPuddyKat: Yeah, I guess. But I won't be a Lesbo for life.
Smartone Freal: oh so u DO have plans of turnin str8
ITawAPuddyKat: Well Yes, Yes I do.
Smartone Freal:
ITawAPuddyKat: Lol, all smiles aren't we? Lol
Smartone Freal: lol yea i cant hide what i think bout u
Smartone Freal:
ITawAPuddyKat: ...Oh, what DO you think about me? Lol
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