#1...Lemme say that I have way more self respect and self esteem to be anywhere I'm not welcome...That doesn't say anything about me, but the people who choose to be ignorant around me. With that said, I have many things to get off my chest 1st.
Doomsday. My sister is not on this site to defend herself. So, for you to be a worthless asshole and call her a Lesbian is outrageous. Aren't you a grown ass man? My sister is 16 years old. Triple N already told me gave you "information" about me, most of which isn't true in the 1st place. I say this to you now. I curse the very words you've used to condemn me. I have no respect for a black man who needs a "cool car" to feel "cool". Notice, all of those cars in your thread are used. Why not buy a brand new 2006 Mercedes S500? I'll tell you; you're frontin'. You would rather "look" cool than be a good person. And, that's extremely sad to me. If I saw you on the street, I'd walk straight by you and say nothing.
Speaking of Triple N, he's a sociopath and a pathological liar. A year ago, he and I had our little "thing". That's all good. And, he's managed to DUPE all of RV into thinking he's something he is not. Proof? Later in this thread.
I give a big DAP to everyone who is cool with me.
TOO many to name...and I would be amiss if I left someone out.
But, I do want to give special recognition to one person I love on this site, and that's Intermental. This young man has more character and heart than damn near anyone on this site, including me. On my birthday, he was the only one who truly took the time to ask me "how was your day Mike"? That's real to me, even if it is "on the net". Intermental doesn't bitch, moan, and complain like me, Leady, and 90% of the rest of this site over stupid shit. The kid loves rap. He wants to elevate. He's making moves. And, to be honest, he's the only reason I haven't left this piece of shit site long ago. I wanted to see him elevate and be here for him. But, I feel he can stand on his own and do his thing. Intermental, I won't be here to hold it down with you anymore. I know you'll do fine though. You put these "older" cats to shame.
I know that I have done a lot of good for this site. 40+ GOOD tracks in 2 months. RV medleys that entertained the LL...This Rap Idol I hope continues even though I won't be here to monitor its progress, a tutorial than many people said helped them tremendously. I am not intimidated by ignorance. But, I have way more self respect and self esteem than to let narrow-minded assholes ruin my time on this or any board. I find it amazing that my character offends so many people when those people never give me an opportunity to just be me. They would rather talk about my 16 year old sister who doesn't even know RV exists than to be a decent human being.
I am a successful black man. I am college educated. I make a good living and I'm working to constantly improve myself. I can readily admit my flaws. My main error here was being open and honest. Honesty brings vulnerability. How difficult is it to "clown" a gay guy on a site full of pre-pubescent middle schoolers and ignorant homophobes? Wow...pat yourself on the back.
When I leave this site, I will not be returning. I will not be returning because I am speaking a curse on this site. I damn everyone who has ever went out of their way to make me feel like less of a person because of my sexual orientation. I say you will not prosper. I speak retribution and God's judgement on anyone who looked down upon me as anything less than an equal human being. This site will not prosper as long as people don't elevate their minds. I pray God's covering upon the people who want to do the right thing. What doesn't come back on you will visit future attempts at success until you learn to do right by God's people. I can be as wrong as two left feet. And, I could have handled things alot better. But, that doesn't excuse you all who will pay a price for speaking to me the way you did. Laugh now...cry later.
Going back to Triple N...I find it amazing that people idolize this sociopath...He is a liar. Doomsday, you are not a good person. Leady, you have issues you need to resolve in your head. Kryo, God will deal with you accordingly. I have respect for myself and that's why I'm moving on. I'm worth more than this board or any site could ever imagine. Am I better than anyone? Let me put it this way, I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I'm not one to say "I told you so". I'm one to YELL "I told you so". Your days will come. My day will come. We will see who the underdog was and who will end up on top.
**Triple N adamantly denied having a picture. Then, I find out he sent it to Omen. He's telling me how in shape he is, but he looks like what you see below. He denied that he and I have a cyber "relations", but he's pathological. I speak truth. I am a good person, and I damn sure deserve more than RV can ever deliver.
ONce again, much love and respect to those I'm cool with, you know who you are. Stay up...I will not be making aliases...trust that...I WILL NOT be retuning because I've spoken condemnation upon this site and I'm justified..."Every tongue that shall rise against you in judgement thall shalt condemn"...Isaish 54:17
Triple N...enjoy it.
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