meh i jusy get high to help ease stress in my life i have realized its pointless to get high every day and be like a pot head but its nice to be able to just get high every once in a while to get ya mind off shit thats been goin through your head as of late

and yeh i used to watch my dad beat on my mom all the time too..and not just my mom but my sister and me as well and i recieved the worst of it cuz he used a mini baseball bat on me all because he was an angry drunk..i also lived in a sort of ghetto but it wasnt nothing huge but it has its share of gang fights and other gang related shit like my friends house gettin shot up and people setting somone else's house on my block on fire......and we lived in like those houses that were all connected and shit so we got lucky the fire dpt put it out before other houses or my side of the block went up..also after i moved which wasnt far from where i lived it was just right outside of the city actually begining my junior yr (2 yrs ago) every october since then something has gone wrong......first one in my junior yr i had my very good friend die in a car accident while on his way to school...and then not too long later my other even closer friends dad who was the awesomest guy ever die of heart failures.....then i had 2 of my other friends go into coma's because they overdosed on pills they shouldnt have taken.....i think it was seizure pills and they drank nyquil bottles.....yeh one of em was found lying in the middle of the st and a passin car noticed and called 911......and then my senior yr i had one of my friends flip his truck numerous times and taking our a tree branch that was like a good 30 feet in the air (no lie) and he managed to only get like 8-12 stitches in his side by his ribcage and then another friend died in a car accident cuz she just like drove over the grass median on a highway and died (still nobody knows why or how she did) and then my friend has a tumor in her brain and it was cousing her very bad problems and she almost died from that..remind you these events occurred each october of those years around the same time......oh and the sept of my senior yr my good friend hung himself....and every friend that either died or almost died in my senior yr except my friend flippin his car were friends from where i used to live because i moved into maryland after thanksgiving of my junior yr.......and then luckily this oct all i was left with was a broken heart because my wonderful girlfriend and i broke up on our aniversary at that =/


now im not comparing my past in any way towards yours but yeah its just sometimes everything you try to do to get your mind off the past or he stress in life you cant....and thats why i thank weed for being able to just chill me out and i do go do like stupid shit when im high i love to just get high and chill........and get shit off my mind

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