lifes a bitch i need to get over it i need to forget
all thru this shit pain and strife all over four bets
need to soar next fly out like planes in the sky
in my core theres confusion questions sayin die
before i pass into other realms i need people to hear
this is my task tell everyone about all my tears
and fears my dreams it seems to be all about reality
the brutality of my life is quickly changin my mentality
i see things differently like a gun with a new scope
got the night vision so i can see thru the dark with hopes
of gettin outta my shadows the darkness consumed
but i got out without a rattle now its in a tomb
i'll leave it there and never go back unless i need it
to feed my soul of pain makin it grow like i seeded it
now the power has ceded to me and now im growin
every hour i gain more power cuz im movin and goin
and now im almost done so close to one hundred percent
like Big Pun i have finally won and now its has relented