Originally Posted by Viva

if god were to come and judge me now, i don't think he'd like how i've lived from a 'christian' aspect. I have debated that god may not be real (altho always claimed that i do have faith in a higher power which to me is god), had underage, pre marital sex, have drank have smoked weed(recently quit), have done petty crimes.(vandalism and such) But through all that i've been thru in my life,i've showed compassion, forgiveness, a willingness to help others,a willingness to accept help, tolerance, i have deeply regretted the things that i feel have been a proper sin. I work hard, I appreciate what I've got and am planning to change my surroundings for the better for my future career. so i dont know what way i'm headed, more than likely heaven if God is what i think he is. so I'm jus gonna keep living my life, improving upon myself and will be there for all my loved ones.