As the clouds block out the dreary yellow flickering moonlight of hope
vastly feel like im being watched by evil, the has rooms eye's of pope
I was told he knew everything about me including what mistake's made
with his visible for the troubles I get into,all my personal gifts will fade
My excitment for the morning after makes me unsure of my position
Drifting in and out of sleep Im seeing double like noah's missions
My mind finnaly relaxed painfully finds chemical balance ..sleep is pure.

*falls asleep*

*sudden awakening*

YAY!!
The morning of the year, Im yawning but dont care, the presents are here!!!
vacating my room, rapid run like satan will loom, I reach the top of the stair
I stop and just stare,the tree is empty like a poor mothers shopping carts
what the fuck? I scream as my heart triple beats struggles,stops then starts
my eyes turn wet like pussy in a whore house, Im confused yet fuming
Why me? I ask to the sky, everytime I broke the law,was the cunt looming?
like a subliminal replacment for god without the choice of a subtle repent
fuck it all!!!! Im not a bad kid, just made certain mixed mistakes thru my life
aranging my thoughts rapidly,accumulate the only option.. I wait with this knife!!

*a year passes*


As night falls, my life calls I must stall just to position myself better
I have time to kill, so I pray to god with my frozen hearts letter...

"Dear god, unsure if im right or wrong for persuing santas death
but last year I received nothing like airless lungs breath
You know I made many mistakes,but i learnt from what was wrong
I used to have a heart, but after last year my love has gone"

I hear the door open, my heart rate speeds up at a rapid pace
insain launch foward to the dark mysterious figure and attack at the face
14 stabs to his chest, throwing iron fist punches, I hear a cry out for help
I step back to catch my breath, when my heart beats in doubt
blissfullyflick the light on to see th result, my heart is frozen in time
santa claus is laying there dead but why does she look like a mother of mine?