I'm a guy wid a messed up past who tried is best
But I grew depressed people treated me for less
I remember all the times U felt I wanted 2 be someone else
I was just kidding myself cuz I really needed some help
Look at me now im still the same and feel like im unhappy
Just don't understand and feel like my lifes been so crappy
I've been cursed wid a disease and at school I were teased
what the hell u want from me can't you freaks leave me in peace
I think i diserve a big apology but I'd still never forgive u
cuz you don't know how hard it's been for me 2 live through
I look around on this plannet and I just still can't understand it
I trying to do my best here trying to find my dream and grab it
I'm breaking my habit I can't hack it why ive been caught in a stabin
I just try cure the damage by writing cuz I feel like ive had it
I wish my pain could cure like magic How could this ever be
I really want a girl 2 love me and we could live 2gether happyly
You don't understand me cuz my hearts been shreaded to peaces
Yo critic im dropping fire I better set him a light b4 he preaches joking.