My own thoughts scare me I'm in a mind thats imaginary
I'm best off dead and my body left rotting in a cemetary
my words are like poison and there suppose to make u polluted
I may have alot of problems thats why I have 2 write stupid
my rhymes are brighter den bon fires making emcee's retire
I got style that'll make u hyper your gonna be expired
I don't give a damn about you I'm in a world of my own
feel like im lost in a oceon all alone in my own zone
I'll never ever be phony that just isn't gonna be me
I'll come out on top some day and u can buy my cd
I'm alone in the dark spitting this shit with a strong heart
But why am i the one that has 2 be fucked with from the start
Why don't I get a life who the hell is going to be my wife
Why do i get these thoughts of killing myself every night
I don't owe you people nothing but you should try apologise
for every time you made me cry with all ur pain and lies
it's you that I despise now im sitting here feeling deprived
I wanted 2 thrive in life but i feel like ive been cut into five
I didn't see it coming i just didn't my minds all over the place
I'm warped outta space and traumatized from your face