My idea of a higher-being does not co-exist with the idea of a god that is judgmental enough to cast its creations into hell just because they believe in some other religion they are raised in. I say 'God Bless You', pray, but there are times when I ask for the smallest of things like having my clock display a time that it currently isn't without me touching it.

If someone as small and as menial as that cannot be done to insure my eternal faith, then I feel that 1.) god truly does work in mysterious ways and people'll just say he's 'testing you', 2.) he's too busy fighting Satan or something to divert any other energy, or 3.) he's not there. But think...is it all that hard to think that since there has been no beginning, that we currently exist? At least one time in the never-ending and never-beginning eternity, there can be a recycling of massive universes that will eventually be at the specific point necessary to support life. I find God a thing for people with bad lives to think that their horrible life will eventually come to an end and as long as they believe there will be happiness and they have hope, they can do it. It's kind of a mean prank if God does not exist, but it doesn't matter because if you just die than you can't complain about there being nothing.

Still, Jesus did exist. I just don't want to investigate in fear of losing the last of my faith in reading that christians planted evidence of him or some such...

Kind of a sad prospect to think that God won't address his fans with even an e-mail containing four numbers and a colon. :\